Dear S,

It has been more than 8 weeks now, but I won’t panic and I won’t despair. I’m going through your old letters and I still smile and sometimes laugh out loud when I read your jokes. How come a joke is still funny 11 years later? One of your early letters brought it all back to me; when reading your name on the envelope brought a big smile to my face. That very first line you wrote”I have been thinking about you”. Every time I read it, it feels like the first time.

Missing you terribly,
L.