It has always been hard for me to let people in my mind. I always wonder if I should really share everything on my mind; my fears, my shortcomings and most of all my despair. When I first read your letter, I got angry and hurt at the same time- because how many times can you really make the same mistake and expect a different outcome? That goes for both you and me. And then I decided that even if you’re making the same mistake, I wouldn’t. I will read beyond your words and I will not make this all about me because it’s not. For any of this to make sense, you need to come back and decide. Get through this and come back. It will all fall in place when you do; whichever way it ends.