Is it too late for us?
Back to the ocean.
I’m impressed. You made it all the way to 34 without killing anyone. You included. It sure wasn’t easy, but you pulled through it all. You were always a late bloomer which I know bothered you a lot at the time. If you’re going to get everything you wanted, does it matter when? It could have been much easier for you had you known what I know now.
Did you ever feel like crying over something silly and couldn’t explain it? Did it make you feel even worse that something so insignificant got to you? Is it just you over-reacting or is it actually deeper than you think it is?
We’re all familiar with this scene – a group of girls exchanging glances when a girl walks in dressed in a ‘not-really-in’ outfit or anything they do not ‘approve’ of. The girl is immediately ignored and looked down upon. They don’t need to talk to her or get to know her because she’s already deemed to be ‘unfit’ for their company.
How often do you lose control over your temptations? Would you say your most irresistible temptation is food? attention? relationships? or all three of them? This is not me trying to help you fight your addictions; it’s the complete opposite actually.